Tuesday, January 4, 2011

That's just what you are


My face for today . Was quite looking forward to orientation , but something cocked up in the morning . The name list was exactly the same as 1E1's . Couldn't give out the index number sticker and had to rely on Zul's help .

Was walking to hall and saw other yuanching students seating at the parade square , and I was thinking " how I wish I was seating there with my friends " . I didn't dare to mingle with them/talk to them , as I don't know why , I dare not to . They should be scared of me , but its the other way round for me .

Reached class at 8am plus and Mr Tay was already talking , and I suddenly freaked out at the thought that " oh no , among all the councillors , I am the only 2E3 one , shit "

Sat beside Afiqah and didn't quite talk to her as I didn't know her . Was far away from Wanchien , Cheryl , Aiqi , Samantha and Abigail .

At around 9.15am , went out class again to fetch the Sec1s to recess . My first recess in 2011 and I don't have the chance to eat with my friends .


Things started to turn out okay after the ice breaker games at the ISH . Get to know more of them too . After school , debriefed at student hub and got our camp tee-shirts , very cute .

Had a dry run of the school tour as tomorrow is the big day and furthermore
tomorrow's orientation is till 5pm as there is CCA audition , omfg . I don't know how to face it .
And tomorrow we're getting the GPA award ? heard from Cheryl .

Whole day depressed cause of this LOL . Stupid not ?? I know , but can't help it ,
my character like that one , can't live my life on my own , I'm not that independent/strong
thus my life always crashes down due to puny bits of problem -'-

Saw other people facebook's status saying like " Sec1 so good can play , while we need study " etcetera , LOL hey , I am so willing to switch places with you man , I want to study . Study is my first priority for 2011 , and lessons had already started and I'm playing away ..... >:(

Fuckmylife , yay ! :)


* I AM NOT TALKING BAD ABOUT COUNCILLOR STUFFS , GET THE FACTS RIGHT FIRST .